If you have an exit, please take it.
Do not be like me, a loser who never gathered the courage to kill himself. Because of my cowardness, I am paying the ulitmate price. I will die a painful death, suffering up until the last second. I will get peace, but only by getting fucked over at the end. It's not fair. I should have killed myself a long time ago. But I'm chicken shit. Maybe I'll have a heart attack in my sleep. That would be nice. Sigh. Its not fair.