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If you have an exit, please take it.

Do not be like me, a loser who never gathered the courage to kill himself. Because of my cowardness, I am paying the ulitmate price. I will die a painful death, suffering up until the last second. I will get peace, but only by getting fucked over at the end. It's not fair. I should have killed myself a long time ago. But I'm chicken shit. Maybe I'll have a heart attack in my sleep. That would be nice. Sigh. Its not fair.
Pardon me. I like to apologize to all my friends here. Um...things got bad. Things are getting bad. But, Im trying.

Dear God, Im trying
its time to say goodbye
If you have an exit, please take it.

Do not be like me, a loser who never gathered the courage to kill himself. Because of my cowardness, I am paying the ulitmate price. I will die a painful death, suffering up until the last second. I will get peace, but only by getting fucked over at the end. It's not fair. I should have killed myself a long time ago. But I'm chicken shit. Maybe I'll have a heart attack in my sleep. That would be nice. Sigh. Its not fair.

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Current Residence: Arena Ferox
Favourite genre of music: anything with a beat
Favourite photographer: My Honeybun
MP3 player of choice: my Sonic mp3 Player! WOO!!
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Wallpaper of choice: this nintendo one
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Noiryn Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
*waves* Prolly don't remember me but hi
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RevOn Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2016
o.o

Im afraid you're right! I'm sorry about that. Could you refresh my memory? ^_^;
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Noiryn Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
hahah...my old account was crazy-link-fan-vero 
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RevOn Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2016
OH MY FREAKING GAWD, V-GAL!!! OH MY GAWD OH MY GAWD OH MY GAWD.

Hi. I miss you. Tons. I thought about you. Alot. I also thought I never hear from you again. You just vanished. But then, I also dropped out. Im sorry. I miss you, Veronica. Thank you for remembering me. Im shaking right now. I bwtter stop before I scare you away ha ha..
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h-perales3 Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2015
thank the fav
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shadowpiratemonkey7 Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
Hey buddy ;) it's been way too long, but I just wanted to visit and see how everything was going. And I mean this whole-heartedly: if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm right here. We can even have three conversations all at once if you want to. XD  
I didn't see that you were going through such a shitty time a while ago and I regret it. You were my first friend on this site, and you weren't just a friend, you were one of my best online friends (I say online, but at this point for me there's virtually no difference between friends online and irl). And, well, that hasn't changed. You stuck with me even when I was an insufferable noob, and I don't know how or why you did but you DID, so I'm going to end the mushiness and just say I'll be here for you now.  
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RevOn Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2015
First of all, you were NEVER an insufferable noob. Never ever ever. You were talented from the get-go! I never thought of you as a newbie or anything like that. We just met one day and became fast friends! :) But...seriously, I was your first friend here? Really?? I don't believe that; i could have sworn you were a bit popular when I met you! Ah well, the most important thing is that you're still in my life. Or at least, you want to be in my life.

I made the mistake of blurring the lines of offline and online life. It accidentally hurt me so bad. You probably noticed I'm not as active anymore. In fact, I was thinking of deleting this account. I guess I got use to relying on myself for everything. I'm sorry I haven't been much of a friend to you. You're so sweet to me yet I'm all off in my own emo world. It's like, I don't care so why should anyone else? But you care, huh? Otherwise, you wouldn't have taken the time to write me. Please dun regret anything with me. We all have our own lives, I understand that more than anything. What's important is that we're both talking now. We both strengthen the bond of our friendship.

We still are best friends. How about that? Thank you for being here for me. You don't even know me yet our friendship has evolved beyond the boundaries of online. You made me smile. I need my best friend more than ever. But, please dun stress over me. I'm still alive, right? Also...I'm here for you too. I'll always be by your side. Always.
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shadowpiratemonkey7 Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
I don't know how to properly respond to this...I teared up and I don't even care how sappy that sounds. I just. Of course I care. It all comes down to what you want to do, but I have to be honest, I'd be a little devastated if you left. At least without knowing how much I appreciate you. You have been a great friend to me and I never thought of you as anything less. I'm right here buddy, I'll try my absolute best to help you out and I've even got extra backup in case any shit-eating bullies come back. And it's damn good backup, too. You aren't allowed to feel alone as long as I'm around D:<
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RevOn Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2015
I just noticed you've kept the same avatar since we met! That's awesome :)

I dun care how sappy that sounds either, I'm glad I could trigger such an emotional response from you. It proves that you care...not that I'm doubting you. You're one of the few people I know that values true friendship. I'm happy to hear you appreciate me. I am! I got so use to um..let's just say I feel dead inside. I don't really care if I matter or not. I know it's a horrible thing to say but that's been rolling around in my mind so much, I started to believe it. But you send me back to reality. It'll take time, but I'm glad to know I have someone like you willing to help me. Please, I hope I'm no burden

I can't believe you went out of your way to contact me! I know you're like uber busy on DA along with your real life. I appreciate you taking time to remind me of our close friendship. No, I didn't forget you. Actually, you're someone I was gonna miss if I did delete my account.. But the emo in me said, "eh, you're just an online person among hundreds she probably knows. It won't matter." I'm sorry for being so negative. Thank you for your defense. I...I really appreciate the offer.

Not allowed to feel alone as long as you're around? Sorry but that's the sweetest thing I ever been told...omg XD Thank you. And I dun mind one bit.
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